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God’s love helped me overcome the death of twin grandsons.

Lillian

I just started squalling and laughing and carrying on like a crazy woman. It was like a bolt of lightening hit me in the head.

Confused kid. Part of me enjoyed the sexual abuse.

Josh S

I remember of walking on a bridge in New York City, hearing an evil presence. As I looked over the edge of the bridge I heard a voice say, “Jump. It’ll be all over.”

My control of women stemmed from something deeper.

Brandon

It became a vicious cycle of doing cocaine to stay up all day sot I could work and then doing heroin to sleep late at night.

Low self esteem, depressed, even by middle school.

Mike L

Growing up I didn't have a very personal view of God.

As wild as I could be.

Becky

"I was the girl on top of the bar with money being put on me, not remembering any of it the next morning."

Daddy pain.

Stevie

My dad has 4 great grandsons he has never met. They are not even on his radar.

Prostituted myself for drugs.

Carrie

Carrie prostituted herself for drugs. As a registered nurse, educated and articulate, she never expected to go so low.

Decided to kill my wife and her lover.

Eddie

People disappear all the time and nobody would have ever known what happened to them. It was my intent to kill them for what they had done to me.

A spirit of death haunted me.

Dana H

I actually had a friend who referred to me as the Dark Angel of Death.

I’d do anything to feed my addiction.

Tom F

I’m the reason they put the cables through the leather coats at Sears. I’m the reason they lock the razors up at Walmart. I’m the reason new clothing has security ink tags. I had to have a way to feed my addiction.