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I made a choice. That day a healing process started in my life. Now I can look back and say, “Wow.
Really, I wanted to die. I was doing all the things that were killing me anyway. I had so much pain, hurt, and hatred I didn’t know how to process any of it.
By the time I was thirty I had experienced five failed marriages. I felt like I could do nothing right;
One day he brought a friend with him to also have sex with me. I then realized he didn’t love me. He just thought he could use me and get sex from me.
My brothers and I were separated. When we came back together in our parents home it wasn’t any better. There was still a lot of abuse going on, so I moved back out the spring semester my senior year.
"I thought Jesus was the king of the cartoon network."
"I would take off and stay gone for days."
“My whole entire life I was looking for someone to teach me how to be a man."
"We began to grow in the Lord rapidly and He began to restore our marriage."
"It was a long progression into the hell on earth that I had created for myself. The road trip back was nothing."