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When I was twelve the Lord woke me up one night and instructed me to pray for my future wife whom I had never met.
I asked her if someone tried to talk her into getting an abortion.
You can forgive me of the drinking and the drugs. You can forgive me of the sexual sins that ran deep. But you can’t forgive me for that. That was unforgivable to me.
When my mother was pregnant with me she decided she didn’t want to have me
Without ever hearing him say a word he spoke to me. He said, “I am the fifth fallen angel. You’ve served me well, and you will serve me again.”
"He did cross the line, and I became a victim of what we now know as date rape. Thirty years ago that's really not what it was called. Since I did go into the bedroom with the guy, I blamed myself for many years..."
I remember her beginning to cry. She asked me, “Before you leave would you mind to watch this video?” So she comes in and puts this video on and leaves a little box of Kleenexes next to me.
I was so hungry for affirmation as a woman that there was a lot of short term relationships.
Her grandmother threw her out. She lived in a little 16‘x9’ shack by the roadside. I was born in that little shack.
"When my mother told her that she was pregnant she took her to what we would call now a backwoods abortionist."